Getting mad........

Huh~~ Should have to release my anger!! Shit! Who she think she is? I respect her, and i called her sis~ I respect her I tolerate what ever she have done to me~ BUT this doesn't mean I'm an idiot and i will never be! Some more I'm not born to be her slave! I din mean I'm self-fish~ BUT HELLO~ Can her speak politely and said thanks when she ask ppl do things for her? And could she kindly does ppl a favor when needed? And she always complain and behave impolitely when ppl ask her to do them a favor~ N she expect ppl treat her nicely~ Oh girl~ Dun dream~ And i just cant stand for her childishness~ I start getting mad when she said she have done many things for me~ Gosh! Such a weird ppl~ And she's 6yrs older than me~ Haihzzz~ Jealous blind ur eyes~ Poor thing~

Did you meet ghost before???????

Did you meet ghost before~
Let me tell you~
I did~ When i looks in the mirror~~
Aw!!!!! I saw a ghost!!!!
A ghost with red lips man!!! Damn scary...

Scary??? I also scared by myself....LOL~
But i still like my red lips^^ ngek ngek ngek.......
Bought this red lipstick with Ida Chen~
She said she will apply red colour lipstick and camwhore with me~
But i guess she forget aldy~~
Aiks~ This fella too bad~~
Broke her promise~ I angry aldy~ Hm...

My day

It's another boring day~ Tried to make my day memorable and meaningful... BUT.................................. I failed to do so T.T Early in the morning, help mum to do housework~~~ Housework and HOUSEWORK..... A GOOD morning gone... Okay~ Not too bad~ At least I have been a good girl for a morning =' ) In the afternoon.. I plan to READ....... A big BUT again.. One of my besties called me... Have a nice phone talk with her for the afternoon~ Okay~Okay~ And then..... My dearest.... Hubby called... He said he's on the way back to JB.. He ask me t accompany him on phone.. Geeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr............ The whole evening GONE... And now..... I'm here to blog out =' ) A day............... GONE........... Okay~ Okay~ I believe tomorrow will be better =' ) S.M.I.L.E.

Let the books.. Lighten up my day (in my dreams). GoodNitez & SweetDreams everyone =' )

(Nice? Took this pic juz now ^^)

May my books rest in peace =' )

翻来覆去就是睡不着。。
奇怪。。这几天都是这样。。
可能最近真是太情绪化了。。

姐姐的房间还亮着灯。。
我开了通往我们房间的门。。
看着她也一样坐在书桌前。。
边看着电脑边问我怎么还不睡。。

坐在书桌前对着电脑。。
往后望了一望。。
发现姐姐背对着我和我做同样的事情。。
距离式的背对背。。
感觉真的蛮不错。。
可是。。。。。。。。。。。
我真的真的很睏了。。
天气冷冷的就是没有办法睡得着。。
哎。。
凄凉的失眠之夜。。

今天又是无聊的一天。
整天就一直对着电脑。。看戏，facebook。。
告诉自己不该这样浪费时间，该做点有意义的事情。。
可是能做什么呢？
看书？
我会睡着啦。。
找朋友聊天？
拿着电话。。发现。。知心的。。都没几个。。

我很希望。。
我的明天不会留白。。
可是在我脑海里。。
明天都是灰色的。。空空的。。
我也很希望。。我的昨天。。
充满彩色。。充满欢乐。。
可是昨天。。对我来说。。只是空白。。

到嘴边的话。。又吞回下去了。。
这些年。。让我内心丧失了平静。。
却又让我懂得了忍让。。
或许每个人的背后都有一个故事。。
以前对我而言这些故事都不重要。。
甚至不值一提。。

可是今天我又犹豫了。。
因为有人对我说。。
以前还没变得我是他的骄傲。。
因为我的存在让他深感欣慰。。
可是我又在想。。
这番话说完了以后。。回到了现实世界里。。
这对事情根本没有改变。。

保护或许也是伤害。。
也许这也称不上是什么伤害。。
但至少心里深处那刻痕是改变不了的事实。。
不是每个人都承受得到的。。

记得有人告诉我。。
可能是你看人的方式不一样而且太执着才会这样。。
我那时也在深思答案。。
可是今天我能够很肯定。。
不是这样的。。
执着以往。。让我看清楚了现在。。
许多他现在才领略到的。。
我早就知道了。。

傀儡般的生活。。
让我成长，让我成熟。。
可同时也让我发现。。
坚强其实是很简单的。。

不再流泪了。。
或许是说泪流光了。。
不再执着了。。
或许是说事情都不再重要了。。
多一个月。。只要再多一个月。。
全新的挑战。。生活。。
不会再被泪海淹没。。
为我下一段故事。。加油。。

Let's have fun ^^

Oowh... It's another boring and lame day~ I'm nearly bang my head to the wall~ And i open my wardrobe~ I found i have lotza old~ baggy~ Shirts... As u can see.. There's lotza shirts behind me in the photo~ lol

Okay ~ I found this.............. In the "shirts sea"

And I start~ cut~ cut~ cut and cut~
And I combine a singlet with it...
Tada....

I looks so ghost without make up @.@

Add on a belt~ And a dress.... IS DONE^^
And you know why i din put a photo about the back side^^
It's too messy and.... Ugly~ lol
I tried my best~
But i still lmao when i look at the back side~
lol~ So i'm not gonna to post the photo~

We should Love ourselves more~

Life is just too crazy for us~
Every day wake up~
We keep study~ work~ shopping in the holidayssss......
FAST FOOD~ DESERT~ Messed our diet up~

Sometimes, life is just to depressive and stress~

We will looks like this~
When we are meeting our deadlines~

We should love ourselves more and more and more~ Instead of torture ourselves~ Every time after exams or deadlines~ I'll extreme frustrated with my skin~ Acne.. pimple.. white heads.. blackheads.. All unwelcome guest visited me!! As a GIRL~ I should do something else to "rescue" my skin----D.I.Y facial mask at home =' )

There's lotza information about DIY mask in the internet~ But I'm fall in love with...............


1. ASPIRIN HONEY MASK

What you need is just a container, a tablet of uncoated aspirin, a lil bit water(few drops to let the aspirin dissolve), a spoon of honey.

Aspirin contain acetyl salicylic acid that it acts as an anti-inflammatory agent to heal acne. Besides, Aspirin acts more gently on the skin than benzoyl peroxide which is typically contain in purchased acne medications. It contains BHA (salicylic acid) which is also a powerful defoliant and it works well to unclog pores and help to clear up blemishes.

Honey is a great ingredient to heal acne too due to its antibacterial and anti-inflammatory properties. Besides, it is soothing and can be applied topically and taken internally.

Firstly, put a tablet of aspirin into ur container and put few drops of water into it. Wait one to two minutes to wait the aspirin dissolve. Stir well after the aspirin has dissolved. Then, put a spoon of honey into the mixture and stir well. Now, ur DIY mask is done=' ) It's the time to apply the mixture on ur face^^ Rinse it of after 10 to 15 minutes.


2. Natural set yogurt

You can buy this natural set yogurt in super market, the cheapest one will do=' ) Natural set do not contain flavour, no added sugar or colour. It will helps to moisture, hydrating and bla bla bla ur skin^^

U do not need much. I just need a scoop of natural set yogurt and a teaspoon of honey if u like. Mix it up and apply on ur face. Rinse it off after 15 to 20 minutes with lurk warm water =' ) U will found u have a more bright complexion^^

Besides, natural set yogurt is a great ingredient for doing hair mask too! U may need 5 to 6 scoop of natural set yogurt(depends) and a teaspoon of olive oil(if u wish). Try and find the differences urself!


3. D>I>Y> scrub

Heeeeeeeeeeeeee^^ I love this much! It helps to smooth ur skin off! And it works!

What u need is a container of course, a teaspoon of cider vinegar, 4 to 5 tablespoon of brown sugar(fined), 2 teaspoon of green tea, and 2 teaspoon of honey=' ).

Cider vinegar not only help to improve acne skin and redness on skin. It also helps to control skin's pH level. brown sugar is the main part of scrub and it moisture ur skin too. Green tea do helps to heal acne scars.

Firstly, put a teaspoon of cider vinegar, 2 teaspoon of honey and 2 teaspoon of green tea. Stir the mixture well. Then add a spoon of sugar, stir....... add on 2nd spoon of sugar and stir........ add on the 5th spoon of sugar and stir it well! U will get a quite large portion of scrub. A lil bit of it is enough for the entire face=' ) Keep the rest in the fridge. U can use it twice or triple a week. It is easy and cheap. The most important thing is.... It is natural! Do not contain any preservatives that do not benefit ur skin!

Try and experience it urself today =' ) Have a good day~